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  • Those Little Doubts

    Christians often live their lives with an open question towards God. Sometimes we openly verbalize it, and other times it hovers in the background. That question is “God, show me your plan.”  I don’t think it’s a conscious thing, but we’re treating God as a fortune teller or oracle of some kind. It’s true that God is outside of time and sees it all, but that doesn’t mean we need to know all the answers.  Those questions reveal the secret little doubts that we can sometimes harbor.  

    We know God will come through for others and truly believe that. Yet, we listen to the whispers of the enemy or our own self-doubts and doubt that we are worthy of Him coming through for us.

    There are some verses from the Bible that most of us have memorized:

    Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. Psalm 119:105

    Trust in Yahweh with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding.
    In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
     Proverbs 3:6-6

    Those verses are easy to recite and, in some ways, easy to believe, but much harder to live out in practice. We want to see where our footsteps will land rather than trusting God to guide us. Those nagging little doubts about our worthiness hold us back.

    Of course, based on our own merits, none of us is worthy. That’s why we needed Jesus in the first place. As believers, we are co-heirs with Christ, worthy not because of our own merit but because of who He is. God sees us with the imputed righteousness of Christ.

    There is a story in three of the four gospels of a man who wants Jesus to heal his Son. Jesus asked the man if he believed, and the reply is how we sometimes feel.

    Immediately the boy’s father cried out and was saying, “I do believe; help my unbelief.” Mark 9:24

    Can we relate?

    James calls us to be doers of the word, not just hearers. Jesus calls us to obey His commands. That takes faith. Our faith calls us to step past our little doubts.

    What if instead of treating God as our personal oracle, or listening to those little doubts, we simply started living life as His Word and Spirit call us? What if we strove for lives of simple trust or obedience? 

    How would that change the way we live?

    Some simple self-examination and prayer might be in order. Where are we not trusting Him? Where are we wanting to move in certainty rather than faith? What’s holding us back from simple obedience?

    God will not fail us.

    Hallelu Yah (Praise God)

    Be blessed

    Kevin

    When we say no to God


    SUMMARY

    I unpack why we quietly treat God like a fortune teller, demanding to see the plan instead of trusting Him with it. Real faith isn’t about certainty; it’s about obedience even while the doubts are still talking.

    TAKE AWAY

    We often ask God to reveal the future rather than trusting His guidance 

    Little doubts about our own worthiness can quietly undermine our faith 

    True faith looks like obedience, not certainty

    Soli Deo Gloria (For the glory of God alone) 


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  • Bumble bees and the sweetness of God’s Word.

    Bumble bee on lavender - abbotsford BC 2026

    The humble bumble bee (Bombus species), one of the most important native pollinators in Canada.

    Unlike honey bees, bumble bees can fly in cool, cloudy, and even lightly rainy conditions. They generate heat by vibrating their flight muscles before takeoff, allowing them to become active when temperatures are only a few degrees above freezing.

    Bumbles are quite gentle and rarely sting. Unlike honeybees, their stinger isn’t barbed, so they can sting repeatedly, although I’ve never been stung by one, even when picking them up or landing on me. Their quiet buzzing and gentle nature make me think of them as happy bees.

    Bumbles live in small colonies of 5-200 bees, usually underground, and the entire colony dies over the winter. A new queen hatches every season.

    Some bumble bee trivia:

    Bumble bees can see ultraviolet patterns on flowers that humans cannot.

    They remember productive flower patches and return repeatedly.

    They are capable of simple learning and can even solve basic foraging problems.

    Canada is home to dozens of native bumble bee species.

    Now what in the world do bumble bees have to do with the Bible? Probably nothing, but bumble bees make me think of honey bees, and they bring to mind honey (and Winnie the Pooh, but that’s a story for another day).

    Bumbles store up only small amounts of honey, like nectar. They don’t produce a surplus like honey bees.

    There are bees in the bible, most likely a subspecies of the western honey bee. 

    Certainly, the Bible speaks of honey frequently.

    The Bible uses honey to symbolize prosperity, God’s provision and the Word of God.

    The law of Yahweh is perfect, restoring the soul;
    The testimony of Yahweh is sure, making wise the simple.
    The precepts of Yahweh are right, rejoicing the heart;
    The commandment of Yahweh is pure, enlightening the eyes.
    The fear of Yahweh is clean, enduring forever;
    The judgments of Yahweh are true; they are righteous altogether.

    They are more desirable than gold, even more than much fine gold;
    Sweeter also than honey and the drippings of the honeycomb
    Psalm 19:8-10

    How sweet is Your word to my taste!
    Sweeter than honey to my mouth! 
    Psalm 119:103

    As we grow to know the Lord more, we gain a deeper appreciation for His Word. It does become sweet to us and nourishes our souls. We are richer for having it in our lives.

    My prayer is that as you walk in the footsteps of Jesus, you grow to having a craving for time in His Word.

    Be blessed

    Kevin


    SUMMARY

    I share what I’ve learned about bumble bees, Canada’s gentle native pollinators, and how their humble nature led me to think about honey and the sweetness of God’s Word. Just as bumble bees quietly do their work without fanfare, I’m reminded that knowing the Lord more deeply makes His Word sweeter to us than honey.

    TAKEAWAY

    Bumble bees are gentle, hardworking pollinators that fly in conditions honey bees can’t tolerate, generating their own heat to stay active

    Unlike honey bees, bumble bees store only small amounts of honey rather than a surplus, yet honey itself appears throughout Scripture as a symbol of God’s provision and the sweetness of His Word

    Psalm 19 and Psalm 119 both describe God’s Word as sweeter than honey, pointing to a deepening craving for time in Scripture as we grow closer to the Lord